New blog!!

My apology to all my readers. I’ve been neglecting this blog because I got myself a new domain for my blog. Therefore, I got myself a new layout and other gadget widgets/plugins installed. So visit my new blog at www.adrianleong.com, okay? =) Thanks a million! Remember, it’s www.adrianleong.com! Oh oh.. I will not update here anymore. Can’t afford to do splitting or body multiplying like ninja! =) See you guys there at my new blog. Make sure to drop me a comment of my new blog ya. Sorry for the inconvenience.. AND I will upload more photos in the new blog. =)

Back To Those Days

The last wednesday was tiring but fun. Able to witness such big history of MAD league, certainly it was GREAT! All 3 teams from Segi (Barbarians, Invaders, Avengers) lasted 8 minutes (the duration of one round) each respectively. The great battle of Hyenas-X vs Barbarians, it was the first time, the court was filled with excitement, loud ear hurting cheers could be heard, people stopped by to catch up with the match and the league area was crowded! The marshals discussed and reminded each other that this (Hyenas-X and Barbarians) match will be a tough one. Nonetheless, the marshals did a very good job on marshaling the game and as the game finished, birthday song could be heard from the players for 2 dodgeball players from Taylors and Segi! Happy Dodgeball Birthday! Cheers!!

Yesterday, thursday, I was getting very very sick. A bit of flu, cough but I’m not sure if I have fever. Ah.. my worst luck to fall sick at this moment. I woke up late in the afternoon. Came to my senses, I have a show to perform at Sime Darby Convention Centre, Mont Kiara, alongside with my former sidekicks, Eric and Boswell. It was the Astro NextGen Contenpreneur Awards Nite. I was informed last week by the event company, seven SixFingers, to put up a walkaround magic performances from 6pm – 8pm. I agreed upon the friendship I had with Kevin, the boss. Kevin was a DJ from X-Fresh FM. We met each other since 3-4 years ago and worked together for an event.

I met Eric quite early.. during my magical reign. It was the best time of my life. People whom I met during my journey, new friends, high pay, opportunity to travel, and Mika. It has been 3 years that I’ve never seen Boswell. He must have been doing much better than I do. Yeah, 3 years ago, we collaborated with other 4 more magicians to put up a huge performance at KLCC, Convention Centre, The Diamond House’s Dinner and appreciation night. I met Mika on that night at the hallway across the convention centre. I could still remember those moments very well.

It was great to see us back into magic. Not entirely, but at least still practice, play, and perform magic for our love to magic. Been almost 2 years never perform for a single event, I felt nervous and as if it was my first time to perform magic back in the days. Once I started the first opener, I felt the environment was great, alive and exciting. The urge to entertain my guests without fail and to put up memorable moments for them. It was so much fun that the guests’ reactions actually entertained me. I don’t know if I should be doing this long time.. but definitely, I will never let it stop =)

And now, today, I just woke up at 2.30pm. Had a few episodes of drama and anime. Slept pretty late. Was feeling weird last night, probably because I felt like myself being all alone under the dark sky. Left foot still hurt and I had to start limping wherever I go to. Grandma suggested me to get treatment outside, but I declined to do so. To me, it’s wasting money.. the pain will eventually go off soon ‘automatically‘ in a week or two. So no worries, comes to worst, cut it off..

Will update more later or tomorrow. Had to take more photos and post it up here =)

Not Moving, But Struggling.

Sorry for I couldn’t blog so often lately. But I’m again back on the track. So much that came crashing in my life and I can’t do anything about it. As everyone has been reading, yeah, something happened to Mika. Well, I can’t do anything but to pray. It was really very dramatic yet this is the real world. I am still not prepared myself how to deal with it, all I can do is pray and wait… and wait..

Apart from that, I’m now working for Malaysia Associaton of Dodgeball (MAD) to organize tournaments and events. We have a Media Dodgeball Tournament coming up. Cannot reveal who did I contacted, but most of them turned me down in last minute, today. And the tournament is tomorrow. How do I find replacement when those (just backed out) told me they were interested and will support us?? Then I called other PEOPLE but still no positive answers. This is a very simple project and I think that I just failed it.. when everyone was putting their high hopes on me. Now I can feel the weight of their world on my shoulders.

Not to mention that I lost RM60 on my way out to Subang Jaya to collect the goodie bags for the tournament. How did I lost it.. don’t ask. I felt bad enough for it already. Not only that my mental, physical and financial came crashing, health too! I got sore throat and cough now. I’m fine but I just have to wear a mask whenever I’m out now, thanks to the weather and environment. Despite all these happened in less than 2 weeks time, it feels like it was just yesterday. Now I wish that some sort of alien will take me away to space forever or maybe.. maybe something strikes me and let me die in dignity. Lottery JACKPOT is very much welcomed. Thanks.

How bad can my life be anymore..

I shall live with plain breads and less comfort lifestyle..

So short our time, As sour as lime.

Coming up few days will be very tough for me to go through. Possibly the toughest in my life. But now, all that matters is her health.. and I will pray for her recovery.. Don’t mind how much the risk is.. because I know, that we will meet soon this year as we promised each other.. … I love you, my dear, my princess.. Mika Hirai.

.. I wish I was the one with cancer.. not you..

Our future for us to share

Now is the time when we care

It is not silly of me

Waiting here where you will be

Mika Hirai

I never forget when it started

She wore the smile I created

Love was all around that night

I never once lost her in my sight

It was not long, only less than an hour

Friend asked me to leave, what a spoiler

We hugged each other before leaving

When she was gone, I was dreaming

Without notice, months have gotten by

I remembered we bid our farewell and goodbye

She sent me an email and said hi

The email made me flying up high

It does not matter who confessed first

As long as it was not my regular curse

We were officially together after that

Told my friends, my mom and dad

She sent me airmail today, my first time

Wrapped in a wrapper color of a dried lime

A letter, some pictures and Doraemon

So happy, I stayed up until next dawn

Excitedly, I told her that I’ll sent an airmail

Made a big Spongebob for her without fail

Desperately, took a day off to send it

Got home late and forgotten to eat

We emailed each other often at midnight

So dark outside, there was only moonlight

She told me that she was happy

Was thinking, “happy.. aren’t we?”

Couldn’t be there on her birthday

There must be singing and play

I knew she was not so happy

I just have to blame it all on me

She changed her working location

New friends, new work station

Were we even more far apart?

But she will always be in my heart

We had less contacted since last phone call

I thought our relationship would fall

Email reached, she said she was busy

I was busy too.. worked like crazy

Didn’t had much of verbal conversation

When she called, I can find her attraction

She taught me many Japanese words

And I did not have to study like other nerds

We had so much of moments to cherish

Now, everything might will perish

My feelings for her will last forever

It will never fade away.. ever

Feeling as if it was a scenery on a picture

But I’ll pray for her happiness and future

Love is the answer

And I’ll wait.. only for her..

All I can remember is your loveliness

Those memories were sweet and priceless

I’m sorry for disappointed you

For many things that I didn’t do

Life never been better without you

I hope you could feel it too

In my heart you will always be

As my love.. Mika Hirai..

I love you.

Written by Adrian.

“if this didn’t make your day,

humble apology i will say,

can’t write an essay or a play,

i’m just to sad to be okay..”

Back To Reality

Hey, how long had it been? Was it 2 months or 3 months didn’t blog. I can’t remember much as I was so much into my own world. Too many scenarios too many times it happened, repeating of histories, the lessons of life being taught in the dreams, demons of the night resurfaced. Yeah, it all happened after the final post until today. This morning was hot and I meant it, 35-36 degrees, it was ocean blue sky with no clouds, unusual beginning of the day without the chirping birds outside of my room.

I did had a hard time of sleeping last night, though I had a round of short conversation with one of my best friends, Jason at one of the hot spots right outside of our house at midnight sharp. We talked a lot that night, mostly about other friends around us, ‘who stabbing and who’s not‘ kind of topic. It was alright, but strangely that I felt as if it has been very long time since I really talk to him.. probably it was pretty long. He’s still a friend to me, no matter what. Not being emotional over here but observing of what other people friends are doing.. I’m merely a puppet. Of course I did felt weird at first but I will definitely not giving in. Pretending to be puppet to gain friends, my apology, it’s not working.. people. Haha! Now this story is not so much of literature style anymore. Guess what, I do what I wanted to do and I decide on my own. Haha!

Alright, next! I’ve been working on my marketing research for my own future food and beverage business. It is a great plan but I need supports in various departments.. that’s where the problem starts. Sigh.. anyhow, giving up is like wasted my wonderful 6 months of freedom. I will not listen to others who try to bring me down.. friends. I bought this book, Chicken Soup for the Entreprenuer’s Soul and I find it that it is very useful for it has many stories to be told. From small to big business, local to international business, lemonade stand owner to become multi millionaire. Yeah! Many advices and suggestions for all types of businesses included. For entreprenuers, it is a must have book in hand everyday! Haha! Why do I want do my own business? Good, it’s because I wanted to show to ’somebody’ who pissed me off in facebook for I sold my entertainment business company. Well, I sold it off because I want to do something else not that I bankcrupted. Apparently, the person who pissed me off is currently working for my friend’s entertainment company. Haha! I’m not evil.. but I just wanted to tell everybody that I’m not sleeping at home everyday.. that’s all..

‘I DON’T CARE WHAT ANYONE ELSE SAYS.. I DO MY BEST THINKING INSIDE THE BOX..’

Tall and Ball

Long way.. it was such a long week. Too many surprises which I never expected, but even more surprising was that the person who surprised me, got surprised too! Wait.. very confusing.. never mind. You don’t need to know anyway but you might learn a lil from it here. Before I tell you what happened last week; I have a good news and a bad news to announce. Let’s go for the good one first :

There will be a Basketball 3 on 3 Tournament on 22nd of March, 2009 (this Sunday) at Sunway University College, Malaysia. Age requirement 16 – 20. I’ve spoke to the Organizing Chairlady (haha!!) and she said for those hitting 21 soon, can be played too. SO, don’t feel bad as if you’re out of the game, boys. Unless you’re unfortunate a lil mature like me.. sigh. Each team consists of 3 players (duh! and it means no substitute), and all players basketball players will receive a 25% discount voucher for selected shop. Sportswear shops. One of the major sponsors for this event will give birth prepare spot to sell AND1, Nike, Adidas basketball accessories. To all of you, basketball freaks, this is your chance to grab some balls!! Oh yeah, it’s only cost you RM45 to join this competition, each team RM45 only! The prizes for winners are….

1. RM200, Adidas Reversible Jersey X 3, Adidas Socks X 3, Adidas Basketball
2. RM150, Adidas Cap X 3, Adidas Socks X 3, Adidas Basketball
3. RM100, Molten Jersey X 3, Adidas Socks X 3, Adidas Basketball

There will be other RM600 worth of basketball accesories to be won too but that if you’re lucky enough.. it’s called lucky draw. Haha! If you’re interested, you can PM me, post comments here or you can call these two numbers (either one will do),  016-2711758 and 016-6918336. Nope, don’t ask me.. don’t know the owner(s)’ gender. Haha! Only RM45, I’m sure if you ever go out with your date (not me), you will spend more than RM50. This competition is definitely a MUST GO thing. Trust me. Haha! xD   At least I ‘ve never lied to you.. right? =) Okay, what’s the bad news, the catch.. is that, only another 34 more teams open for registration. So as soon as you read this, get your phone and make some calls, get yourself and your team players a spot under the sun okay? =)

Last week, my friends’ birthday. Yeah, many of them. Not to mention who, but surely we had bad times and good times that night. Bad times, my close friend, his brother (driver), and his brother’s date got into a serious car accident, only another 500 metres away from birthday man’s house (21st birthday). We got out of the house and drove up to the location where the accident occured. No one was badly injured except my friend’s brother’s date. She hurt her legs badly and her face. But she got better now. It wasn’t 2 cars accident, but 3. My got crashed his Hyundai Accent RX into Proton Waja and the Proton Waja hit the Proton Isware (the innocent one). Hyundai was damaged almost entirely, that the engine was no longer can be run again. Once the impact was there during the accident, Hyundai got ‘flew’ about 30 metres away from the other 2 cars and hit the curb too. The situation was under control but then very crowded with many strangers.. yeah, Malaysians style. Haha!

The good times.. nah, won’t tell you. Haha! I can’t!! Not that I don’t want to. Haha! Ask any other bloggers in my list okay? Most of them (male bugger blogger) knew what happened. Haha!

Will update gain very soon.. once I got home. =)

MYLC 2008, Puchong Gang joined Omega Leo Club Of Bukit Kiara

 

Life, Death.. Revive?? *LDR

First off, I would like to make an apology to all my readers. Nothing in particular but I just couldn’t blog for some reason. In honour of my very close friend’s unfortunate or could it be fortunate (I don’t know) incidents that happened to his family, I didn’t blog for a week. A week has now passed but those very moments that struck him and his family, still haunts us all.. including me. I don’t like to discuss about my friends’ private issues that happened within their family borders. Please allow me to take this time to share my knowledge and my very thoughts about life. NOTE : I’m not a professional in psychology, or a philosophy.. at least not any of those that you think of me. I’m just another person with heavy thoughts.. thank you.

By average, how long can a man live? could 70, 80, 90, or 120. Who knows anyway..? No one. Let’s say that God knows.. so? You don’t know about it yourself. It’s like a jackpot, you hit it, you die. NO kidding. Assuming that you will live for 80 years for an example. Are you left handed or right handed person? If you’re left handed (sinister) like me, I’m sorry, but by average, we lived 9 years shorter than those right handers. IF you were to be killed usually by right handers with right handers’ equipments.. anything that doesn’t belong to sinisters. Get it? Life is indeed short, so short that we never thought of how short it is. Am 21 this year and still active in facebook. Recently I’ve added a few of my primary school friends and most of them, almost 10 years never meet once. And it feels like as if SPM was last year. 9/11 incident was 2 years ago? Damn!! So little much time passed without ourselves knowing it. What have we really done to make things right for our future; wait, what’s our future anyway if we’re going to die in the end of the day?.. sigh..

You might think that I’m a ‘dork’ or idiot, tell me about it. I don’t mind, as these words were you people sent to me by comments and it got block before I could approve them. If I were to live 80 years, I have another 59 years to live and I am lost in my own thoughts, wasting time blogging here. Look, what is your real main goal? What you really want before you die? Luxury? Love? Dates? Friends? Retarded Politics? Whatever! To be honest with you, I have only one girl goal which is to have a normal, decent life with someone I love (wow, so tradisional and yet romantic) somewhere not crowded and my next generations will have even better life than I had. Well, I don’t want to be filthy rich with great looks and all.. just normal life will do. I don’t like to be involved with politics or anything that will result hatred to any parties. Get what I meant?

Death.. so what? It’s either early or late. Every meeting, there’s parting. There’s life, ends with death. Everyone will go through that for sure. No matter how long you’ve lived, death is on its way to you, step by step, closer and closer, one day death will bring you to a place.. I don’t know where, definitely I never die before. But I’m sure you don’t want it to be so soon, or if you do, then please refer to my previous post (Complete Suicidal). Haha! What about revive? If you ask me, I don’t know if it’s true. If God was to create humans all the time, never stop and revival is an endless process, then this world will be filled with lots and lots of humans that one day, we’ll never be able to sit but to stand where we are. Too crowded. Haha! Where do the people go after they left the earth? Hell? Heaven? I think Heaven is what we have now. We have life, we have freedom to do anything we want (not crimes) with our friends together. It’s an idealogy anyway. NO one knows until we die.. right? =)

Revival is not a good thing. I don’t know why but I just don’t agree with it. To judge eternal life of a person after leaving earth (died, not space) whether in Hell or Heaven, is just rather stupid. Why would people want to do crimes or bad things.. why anyone wants make other people suffering?.. Will come back to this soon.. Thank you for your time.

PS :  RIP

From,

Adrian

Complete Suicidal

A few days ago, Yien Hsiu was chatting with me online with msn. Sure enough that something did happened to me and didn’t know how but somehow, she sent me her blog for me to read.. Okay, I admit, something horrible happened. My room’s fluorescent light was suddenly burned out and I was in panic as I do fear of the dark. I see sense unseen ‘forces’ or people around me. When I was so paranoid, I couldn’t help it but to run to the other side of my room and switched on the ‘going to burn out’ bulb for emergency. I quickly moved my laptop to the Bright SIDE where my bed was located too. Well, I sat on my bed and continue my conversation with Yien Hsiu. Sorry, that’s all you can know.. huh!

SO she sent me her blog link, and yeah, I visited the blog some time ago. Here’s her link, http://canyoureadthis.tumblr.com/. Very interesting blog too as the latest post I read was, about SUICIDE! WHAT?! I was switched on in the paranoid mode, fearing of the dark at that moment, suicide post came to my screen.. argh! Sometimes I thought of strangling her whenever I have the chance to do so. Haha! =) I have no idea why and how she came out with this topic but it opened my eyes.. no, I meant it helped me understand more about suicides. Below is the list of popular suicide methods:-

1. Bleeding/ Self Mutilation (wrist cutting)
2. Drowning
3. Suffocation
4. Electrocution
5. Firearms
6. Hanging
7. Vehicular Impact
8. Traffic Collision
9. Poisoning
   -Carbon Monoxide Poisoning
   -Overdose of drugs
   -Detergent Poisoning
10. Immolation (Fire)
11. Seppuku (Japanese Suicide Ritual)
12. Apocarteresis (Suicide by starvation)
13. Suicide attack (Terrorism bombing etc

And her choise of death among the top 13 would be, the Bleeding/Self Mutilation. Haha! I can’t tell you much about it as it will be like I’m copying everything from her blog to mine.Just read from her blog okay? I promise that it will interest you in anyway. I thought of suicide, serious.. just like everyone else, I can be part of the ‘commoners’ now? Haha! Of course I never attempt once in my life of suicide for I was scared of ‘what if that I could not die but suffer more instead?’. Probably my choice of suicide will be Suicide Attack! Please don’t get me wrong, I hold no religious views or politics, but just plain stupid theories. Remember Achmed The Dead Terrorist? Don’t know, go search on YouTube or Google. Haha! Achmed was being asked, what did he learn during his studies at the Suicide Bomber Camp and he answered, “location, location, location”. HAHA! xD EASY RIGHT? For our current world technology, we have a very good GPS system in our little tiny gadget, our handsets!

• Pros  – All you need to know is location..
• Cons – Difficult to get any firearms or bomb.

With the popularity of online businesses, I’m sure there will be any firearms being sold and sent to other countries without being detected. Haha! That’s all for now, will update more later.. very hungry now.. Ciao!

Disclaimer : Any similarity in person, motives or events of this blog with other people are purely coincident. Writer has no intention of changing the world with suicide. =) The content of this blog should not be viewed by minors.. oppsss, Haha!!

Rapunzel

Before I start, do anyone knows what is Rapunzel? If you Goggle Google ‘Rapunzel’ you will get several results. One of them will be, the German fairy tale by Brothers Grimm. To know more about the story, you may click on this http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rapunzel. Yes, this is from WikiPedia. But most people may have forgotten her, Rapunzel or may never heard about her. She was a hot chick with extremely long hair. The movie Shrek 3 had her featured in the film, I think. Haha! Must watch again..

What amazes me is that, she was never a princess until she got married with the prince, but the story was written with present tense and yet acknowledged her as princess before her marriage. Weird? =( More, Why would a prince wanted to ride a horse in the forest alone? Haha! That wasn’t bad, the enchantress who casted her away into a tower in the middle of the wood and the enchantress will visit her everyday in the daylight.. what??!! WHAT would the bomoh enchantress wanted to do with her alone in the tower in the day? Rapunzel wasn’t her daughter or any blood related relatives. Oooohh, I get it.. never mind.. shhh. That was why no reports, surveys nor written documents proved that bitches witches were married. Now the mystery has been broken by me. HAHA!

As you can guess (if you’re as smart as me), the ‘princess’ Rapunzel got married with the prince and lived happily ever after and the enchantress was locked in the tower alone forever (kids stories cannot have violence act in it). BUt another variation I found in the internet was that the prince had to get married with Rapunzel because of HE MADE HER PREGNANT!! WHAT????!!! YES, it’s true. And it was a bedtime stories for kids. I don’t know how the parents answered the kids when they asked them, “how did the prince made the princess Rapunzel pregnant.. mommy?”. Probably the mom kept quiet and embarassed while the BIG DADDY answered, “it’s simple, all they did was sleeping next to each other” or “she swallowed his saliva”. HAHA!! The saliva thing.. well, it was a myth to me back then when I was very very young. I was so innocent to believe that a saliva will be able to make a girl pregnant. Haha! I know you thought of that too. =)

Rapunzel’s hair was so long and strong (hair only), that the prince will call upon her at the bottom of the tower (outside), “Rapunzel, Rapunzel, let your hair down, so I may climb the golden stair”. It may have been a world record if the tower was supposed to be higher than 3rd floor of a regular apartment! Speaking Discussing about hair reminded me of an illness, Rapunzel Syndrome. This ’syndrome’ is actually common to girls who had long hairs. Don’t worry, it’s not like you’ll be bald or anything. But having this Rapunzel Syndrome will cause you eat your own hair.. or biting it.. nibble. Yes, it is named after the ‘princess’ Rapunzel. Credits go to her. Haha!

I think this is today’s second update for now. Will update again, a few hours later.. =)

Ciao

PS:  Princess Rapunzel (now that she is married with the prince) was named after the flower that her dad wanted to get for her mom.. and the name Rapunzel was given by the evil enchantress herself to the princess.. =)